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hey hey once again

 

i really have been scouting for a new site to blog in..

so here i am trying out something new..

 

move over to this site

 

to continue with the ramblings i always do yeah

 

 

 

love ya all

muaks

 

 

    Do you sometimes feel life is like the four seasons? Sometimes if your day goes well it will be so sunny and bright, cheerful like the SUMMER.. sometimes things will start looking bad like trees balding in the FALL. or it could be as miserable like a COLD WINTER DAY..maybe even magical like the beauty of a spring day..

    It takes a while for a little girl to understand what it means by breaking free. It is when you will truly feel what is it like when you cannot run back to your protective bubble or having parents to try to fulfill whatever you wanted. to break free is a dream but to bear the consequences will be by no one else but ourself.

   Then, we will truly realise how cruel the world can be. it is always our thought that familes are meant to be forever together. Yes, arguments will definately be there but nothing can tense the family thread so badly that we will reach the point of no return. as a little girl, we are shut out of that world. to us everything is perfect but when you hit that milestone you will realise that things may not always be what it seems. when i hit that age, i begun to be exposed to a world i never thought exist.

     i always thought that WHEN YOU TREAT OTHERS GOOD, YOU WILL BE TREATED GOOD IN RETURN. i did that.. i treat people with pureness, sincerity and kindness but i realise sometimes all you get back is people t start to take advantage that i am force to step back and not do anything even though it pains me.

     and then you have those people who say like super good stuff in front off you and you are here thinking that they are the best friends you have ever had but you find them stabbing your back...

     then there are times when you were promised something so great or maybe hoping for something you really wanted. but in the end..you didnt get it..the dissapointment can really trampled your self esteem

    

     winter in life is long ......i guess the strongest survive it...too many stuff happen that its hard to recall them all.. i guess like they always say you have to be strong to go through winter to see the beauty of spring..in other words..to go through terrible experience will get you to appreciate the best thing in life.

     as you grow older, many obstacles come your way, instead of just hiding and playing it safe, why not just rush out there and make the best out of it.. i am not afraid anymore...i'll just run out and embrace it...i may be weak at times but i believe that what doesnt kill me will only make me stonger. i was hurt alot of times, and alot by my own self. tears doesnt come easily anymore because i have been through times when even tears dried up....words utter from the lips of others may sometimes be even worse that a gunshot to your head..i believe that.......but why let others torment you when you understand yourself better....

     its hard to trust people anymore when i see one heart and another turn o poison..how can you trust someone who will one day turn their back on you.........its a difficult lesson for me to learn but i was put out there to meet these people once too many times...

my winter days are long..but i do get a sunny day once in a while...

i am working pass my winter nights hoping one day i will live to see a beautiful spring day once more................

haha i am talking as if i am 60 years old talking about life philosophy..............well...

 

 

     what gets me through the cold winter days is a smile...there is nothing you cannot go through if you smile.

 

 

so smile and it will brighten up and warm your cold winter days....

 

 

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i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a  rscheearch at
Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr  the ltteres in
a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the  frsit and lsat ltteer
be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll
raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not  raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?  yaeh and I
awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed  tihs forwrad it.

hey hey.....

 

     DOnt know exactly how  many people read this..but i get the trill just typing here.....i finally finally went to CIneleisure Damansara..

i Know i am a lil out here..but trust me..i went to curve and 1 Utama million gazillion times and this time i manage to scramble over to CIneleisure..my sis and i were to desperate to watch a movie..we watch..STOMP THE Yard...awesome show...

     cineleisure is not bad it self...gotta go back and visit the shops more..hehe...shopaholic hits soo ann ady

    well...im going for a laser thingy to take of my mole at the tip of my nose..because accoring to my mummy..that mole makes me spend alot of money..so..taking it out will save my daddy alot of money,......i only hope it doesnt hurt..hehe..

     well..another news is my sis got like straight As for her spm......really happy for her...myonly question is..why so many people get straight As...guess ppl are getting smarter and smarter..hehe

 

 

 

well

cheers....love you all

 

muaks..huggies and kisses

 

 

confession...ever feel you got to confessed to anyone..well..listen to elva here.. in tis cute dancey- number